Don’t Give Me that-kind-of-smile, It Scares Me.

Yess, don’t give me that-kind-of-smile, it scares me. More than reptile scares me. I mean it. Lately I feel so much stress because of it.

Yess, it disgusts me. Smile; that-kind-of-smile. How could I become this skeptic about smile when people thought I was the one who really love to smile? They used to say that it would be a hard thing to see me a day without a smile; I was a cheerful type, easy going, and had quite good sense of humor, they said. But what was it? the smile that you guys just gave me?

To tell you, even though I had to fake my smile. I wasn’t smile that would turn you down. That fake smile of mine must have a meaning; I hide something behind it. I didn’t want you to pity me, or if you were have a good intention on me, I didn’t want to worry you by seeing my worry or my sadness.

I never ask someone to always have a wide smile, but for me it would be so much better if you just don’t smile instead of giving me that-kind-of smile because for me, I would rather not to smile than to give a ‘backstabbing smile’.

I beg you please because it makes me confuse too. 

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34 thoughts on “Don’t Give Me that-kind-of-smile, It Scares Me.

    1. Hi Allyson,
      yes, indeed. finally this thing came up as a post.

      Ow, thank you, i thought i was theonly the who like this new blog appearance, oh yeah Wendy, my friend like this too. i thought just both of us 😀

    2. Selamat Pagi,

      Ow, thank you.

      mmm, i should think about it since i’ll give you a ‘good’ word.

      Maybe we’ll learn the basic

      Selamat Pagi — Good Morning
      Selamat Siang — 11 pm- 3 pm ( i use at this range of time)
      Selamat Sore — (3 pm – 6 pm)
      Selamat Malam — after 7 pm.

      Cheers 🙂 🙂 🙂

    3. Usually we use good evening for “dusk” time 6-7 pm. Selamat malam is equal Good Night but not for bed time 🙂

    4. Okay – Hmmm, it’s now 2:30 in the morning for me, so Selamat Pagi to you.

      (I’ve written these down. I had to look up Selamat, but I remembered Pagi).

      Would I also use Selamat in a sentence like “Today is selamat”?

      Thank you for teaching me. 🙂

    5. As for now, Selamat Siang 🙂 in ndonesia

      No, selamat itself is used as a congratulatory.
      like, “congratulation” for your wedding — “selamat” untuk pernikahaannmu. Like that 🙂

      it’s always nice to share anything useful 😀

    6. Ah – so it’s tricky. 😀

      Thank you, Yuna. Sorry, too, for hijacking this thread, I didn’t mean to go off topic but wanted to learn some more.

      Cheers!

    7. Heeheehee. We could just rotate through them and go round and round.

      I am having a lovely pagi. I hope you are, too. 🙂

      Hey Yuna! Boy, you move fast! I was just about to tell you I’ve got a new cover, but you’ve grabbed it already! Way to go! Yah!

      😀

      Thank you so much! (How do you say “Thank you”?)

    8. Hi Allyson, yess, i already saw it. the new cover.
      that’s what i do when i come to my office at early morning. check my blog reader. heheheheh, *bad employee*

      that’s pretty cool cover. i like the new cover. really cool 🙂

    9. I think everyone does something like that when they first get to work before settling in for the day. You are not alone.

      Thank you for showing my book, I sure hope you are enjoying it.

      I’m so pleased with the new cover, I’m glad you like it, too.

      Semangat! 🙂

    1. Hi Wendy,
      thank you for your nice concerning. i’ O my dear friend. it just my random thought now 🙂

      Cheers

    2. At times, just empty your mind so that you can put in more new happy memories…hehe….Take care and go and create some lovely memories during this lovely weekend! Cheers~ 😀

  1. hey Yuna, this piece is incredibly written. it totally, totally speaks to me.
    I couldnt agree more. Yeah, ‘that-kinda-smile’ is soo super creepy -__- arghh!! :/ but what can we do, people still manage to be so good at backstabbing.
    I hope one day they get a taste of their own medicine 😉

    1. Thank you for saying good things of a post like this 🙂
      heheheheheheh,,,i just believe someday they’ll get it :D.

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