Don’t Give Me that-kind-of-smile, It Scares Me.

Yess, don’t give me that-kind-of-smile, it scares me. More than reptile scares me. I mean it. Lately I feel so much stress because of it.

Yess, it disgusts me. Smile; that-kind-of-smile. How could I become this skeptic about smile when people thought I was the one who really love to smile? They used to say that it would be a hard thing to see me a day without a smile; I was a cheerful type, easy going, and had quite good sense of humor, they said. But what was it? the smile that you guys just gave me?

To tell you, even though I had to fake my smile. I wasn’t smile that would turn you down. That fake smile of mine must have a meaning; I hide something behind it. I didn’t want you to pity me, or if you were have a good intention on me, I didn’t want to worry you by seeing my worry or my sadness.

I never ask someone to always have a wide smile, but for me it would be so much better if you just don’t smile instead of giving me that-kind-of smile because for me, I would rather not to smile than to give a ‘backstabbing smile’.

I beg you please because it makes me confuse too. 


34 thoughts on “Don’t Give Me that-kind-of-smile, It Scares Me.

    1. Hi Allyson,
      yes, indeed. finally this thing came up as a post.

      Ow, thank you, i thought i was theonly the who like this new blog appearance, oh yeah Wendy, my friend like this too. i thought just both of us 😀

    2. Selamat Pagi,

      Ow, thank you.

      mmm, i should think about it since i’ll give you a ‘good’ word.

      Maybe we’ll learn the basic

      Selamat Pagi — Good Morning
      Selamat Siang — 11 pm- 3 pm ( i use at this range of time)
      Selamat Sore — (3 pm – 6 pm)
      Selamat Malam — after 7 pm.

      Cheers 🙂 🙂 🙂

    3. Usually we use good evening for “dusk” time 6-7 pm. Selamat malam is equal Good Night but not for bed time 🙂

    4. Okay – Hmmm, it’s now 2:30 in the morning for me, so Selamat Pagi to you.

      (I’ve written these down. I had to look up Selamat, but I remembered Pagi).

      Would I also use Selamat in a sentence like “Today is selamat”?

      Thank you for teaching me. 🙂

    5. As for now, Selamat Siang 🙂 in ndonesia

      No, selamat itself is used as a congratulatory.
      like, “congratulation” for your wedding — “selamat” untuk pernikahaannmu. Like that 🙂

      it’s always nice to share anything useful 😀

    6. Ah – so it’s tricky. 😀

      Thank you, Yuna. Sorry, too, for hijacking this thread, I didn’t mean to go off topic but wanted to learn some more.


    7. Heeheehee. We could just rotate through them and go round and round.

      I am having a lovely pagi. I hope you are, too. 🙂

      Hey Yuna! Boy, you move fast! I was just about to tell you I’ve got a new cover, but you’ve grabbed it already! Way to go! Yah!


      Thank you so much! (How do you say “Thank you”?)

    8. Hi Allyson, yess, i already saw it. the new cover.
      that’s what i do when i come to my office at early morning. check my blog reader. heheheheh, *bad employee*

      that’s pretty cool cover. i like the new cover. really cool 🙂

    9. I think everyone does something like that when they first get to work before settling in for the day. You are not alone.

      Thank you for showing my book, I sure hope you are enjoying it.

      I’m so pleased with the new cover, I’m glad you like it, too.

      Semangat! 🙂

    1. Hi Wendy,
      thank you for your nice concerning. i’ O my dear friend. it just my random thought now 🙂


    2. At times, just empty your mind so that you can put in more new happy memories…hehe….Take care and go and create some lovely memories during this lovely weekend! Cheers~ 😀

  1. hey Yuna, this piece is incredibly written. it totally, totally speaks to me.
    I couldnt agree more. Yeah, ‘that-kinda-smile’ is soo super creepy -__- arghh!! :/ but what can we do, people still manage to be so good at backstabbing.
    I hope one day they get a taste of their own medicine 😉

    1. Thank you for saying good things of a post like this 🙂
      heheheheheheh,,,i just believe someday they’ll get it :D.

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