I am too much

Yes, I am too much to handle, there were even times when I did hate myself for being too much in anything (lebay). Love I posted about this before, when I thought someone was once harshly and recklessly said to me that it was too embarrassing to watch me falling for someone. He even mentioned that I was kind of disgusting. Yes disgusting. You might have never imagined before how loving someone could be disgusting, intimidating, or exasperating (yes, I finally use this word), even for someone who just watched it from afar. I didn’t realize it either. I have … Continue reading I am too much